05 March, 2008

I am working on my bad habits....

I think being at UWS is good for me, as much as I miss home, and my wonderful friends I am starting to see why God has put me here.....or at least one reason. There are certain people here that tell me the truth, and get annoyed when I don't stop. Because of them I am starting to change things that I never thought I would be able to change. The thing I am working on the most is my complaining, which I know can be pretty bad at times. I am really trying not to complain so much, and to just keep it to myself. Also, I think because it is two of my close guy friends, I am getting a different view of it. Plus, I want to attract a male someday that I will spend my life with, and the best way is to listen to other guys. Anyways, I am coming to realize that it is really hard for me to do, because honestly, it is just what I do, but now that I am trying I realize how much I actually complain, and man can I be annoying. haha. I also realized that I use complaining as a form of humor sometimes. I have also realized, that most of the time I am not complaining to a particular person, but that I am just stating the fact that I am hot, or cold....or whatever I am "complaining" about, but since people are listening/ in hearing range, they think that I am, and don't give me a chance to explain myself, or just don't care. But, yes I am working on it, and I realize that I love my guy friends (Steve and Jared). Lately I have been hanging out with those two a lot, and I just can't get enough of them. The three of us together makes a good combo. I am really excited for next year too. Those two are living together, and it will just be good times when I go hang out with them! I thank God for those two, because there is no way this semester would be this fun without them. So, in conclusion, I am working on a better, improved Katelyn....so watch out!