12 August, 2008

updating....

my life at the moment is quite dull. i work everyday from 9-530. and i hate it. i dont like having time to do anything. everyday my day is the same. and it sucks. but school is starting soon and then i just have to worry about that mostly. ahhh....i have to take the bus for school and i am nervous for that. i have never really taken the bus anywhere before. my luck i will get lost. hopefully not.
i decided that along with graphic design and visual communications, i also want to take photography and digital imaging. i was reading through it and i just loved everything i read, and want to do it all. i hope i can fit it all in somehow. hopefully it wont add too much more schooling on to the, basically, four more plus years that i have to complete now. i guess i am happy that i have four years left of college. then i dont have to "real" adult just quite yet.
i have decided that i would LOVE to live in either oregon, or the state of washington. i would just love to live on the northwest coast. especially on a port town. i love everything about port towns, i would enjoy living in a place like that.
my birthday is on sunday, and i am excited for it, even though it is crazy because i am going to be 21! i know it is not old, but i feel like it is well considering that i will always see myself as 17 years old. age is an odd thing. sometimes i think about what if we never kept track of our age or birthdays. same with time. i would like to live in a world where we dont have clocks. when i went to the BWCA we werent allowed to bring watches....well you could be it was strongly discouraged. and i loved not knowing the time and you just felt free from everything, and your body just went with the flow, and let nature tell it when to go to bed and when to wake up. it was refreshing.
lately i have been slightly obsessed with joe jonas from the jonas brothers. not really sure why well ok i think he is really cute, but he was in my dreams for a while and pops in occasionally. i think if we ever had children the would have the best hair ever. i definitely need to mate with someone who has great hair.....and a killer back.
well i have nothing else to really write about. maybe i will update more often....most likely not.